sooo.... i started this xanga thing again after a long long time just needed somewhere to start writing my thoughts out again so yeah even tho myspace is wayy better i can deal with it

hmmm... well wow im finally a senior exciting!! kinda i guess iono lifes moving way to quick for me zooming right by its SUMMERR tho so everything just works its way out im in tri city right now and im burningg!! its like 100 something herre and im getting browner than what i already am sheesherss! well leaving to toronto on july 4 i wish it was a day after or something i could have gone to my lil baby cousins birthday shes just the cutest thing out there shes turning 4 too but o well im going with my bro so hopefully it should be fun tri city is iite nothing to do herre really just be chillen at my gas station or at home what else

well lets see friends wise lie is iite drama is continues has it ever stopped... no. kinda get irratating after a while i mean ya everyone creates drama everyone starts shyt with everyone but i mean u gotta grow up or atleats i did i use to do that kinda shyt but its gettin hella old and people act so CHILDISH! its just unbelievable i heard u said this or people take something and exgarate [spellng??] it time 100 its pretty pathtic everyone a human everyone does whatever everyone does why should other people butt into ur life focus on ur own damn shyt so many rumors out there and all u can do is say wow this is what really people think of u i mean yeah i know u shouldnt listen to what people have to say but its those people that u ahve to live ur life thru or as long as im living in seattle thats true and if soo much is spread around about things that never happeneed then it just doesn't make sence i bet im not the only person that feels this way but ahhh whatever i ain't gonna watse my time thinking about it

well boyfriends... sheesh where do i start just got out of one man indian boys are just soo unpredictable i don't get them they can play u but u can't and man iono why i let these indian guys get the best of me knowing my ex bf went around saying stupid dumb shyt dat never happened i never said anything for the fact i know hes a guy and guys have ego problems and want to look the shyt in front of thier friends but the thing is there fcking shyt up for me nt themselves and i gave like my everything to this fucker and ahh im hurt :( i moved on yeah but we not officially over and i already talkign to this other guy but i feel as if iono i wonder if im doing anything wrong and if guys just think im like some hoe or not which im not im still a virgin i ahve respect for myslf but yet for some stupid reaosn i feel as if i fucked up somewhere en wias im talking way too much

well ill just post some pictures or something for u guys to see ...

 DATS MY BESTFRIEND EN I

 dats jacinta en moi L0L

 Dats renu my mrs.pookie!

dats my best friend preeto!

 me and my sis

well yeah i got bunch more on my comp at home which is seattle so yeah expect more i guess  well im out for now <3

iM baCk!!!!!!!

daTs my aDoRaBLe LiL SiS LoVe yOu!

well imma junior now and im single started junior fresh w/o a man and im proud im doing good without him i have a best friend named thi she's like my sister and also my frined preeto i love u well im just refreshing all this up cuz it's been soo damn long since i wrote life rite now is kinda complicating boys are soo damn confusing but it's all good well i guess imma go cuz i got some stuff to take care of so peace

oK Bye!!

HAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SUNNY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU love you my bandara!!

iT's BABU birthday tomz won't be home so thought i say it now HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABU!!! finally ur ass turned 16 and can't wait till i come to ur party!

well came back from my uncles house today all this week i felt like a mom taking care of two kids but there hella dorable so it's all good well got nothing to say so ill just put some picz up ENJOY!!

 muahaha LOL dats me!!

 dats me en my sis wen we was little im the taller one don't we look so cute??

DATS me en mY BESTFRIEND Ngoc Thi Vuong LoL gOod mEmOriEs!! LOVE YOU BUDDY

well dats about it en just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER she turning 15 on tuesday the 26 and happy birthday wesley lol happy sweet sixteen buddie his birthday which is on the 27!! gosh so many birthdays!! OnCe again HAPPY BIRYHDAY SUNNY!!

lATELY... kinda been confused iono just been thinking lately about stuff well everything been good with my baby we had some misunderstandings but there all cleard so it's all good but iono i been trying to talk to my best friend about it but i guess it involves her in a way haha i bet she's proably reading this HI THI!! but yea been kinda feeling scared these past days u know about some stuff trying to sort stuff out got that ap classes home work man can u believe it u get freaking homework in the summer!!

 upcoming week plans...

Monday- Babu birthday BALLE BALLE!!

Tuesday- my sister birthday

wednesdy- nothing realie but it's wesley birthday

thursday- gonna go kick it wth my best friend

friday- most likely gonna go kick it with my best frined again

saturday- chillen with my boyfriend

sunday- relaxing staying home

life w/o a friend is hella hard i mean trust me i have experinced it at this moment iono why i feel like one of my closest friends is slipping away i mean iono i just feel that as if im not that important in one of my closest bestest friends life no more i feel that even tho i have all these other friends the on most i care about isn't reallie there for me no more i guess like man fuck i don't even know wut i feel like im hella confused so hopefuly ill be out of this whole shyt but en-waise thought i leave soe thoughts up on herre im out

o yea by the way aman if ur reading this ur a bandara lol my baby lied to me telling me he was leaving to this air force shyt next week all so i could find time for his ass so we could go hang out so aman u don't need to lie im willing to go anywhere with u anytime just wanna tell u i reallie care about u and im always herre for u love you

i nEvEr tHoUgHt oF dReaMiNg

iT nEvEr gOt mE veRy faR

i NeVeR tHoUgHt aNytHiNg hapPeN

iF i wiSheD uPoN a StaR

i nEvEr kNeW LoVe cOuLd fiNd mE

i neVeR KnEw wUt LoVe wAs uNtiLL i MeT yOoH

i nEvEr bELiEveD iN [MaGiC]

oR daT wiShEs cOuLd cOmE tRuE

bUt yOuR vERy fiRsT kIsS cHaNgeD iT aLL

yOu sHowEd  mE wUt i wAs LiViNg fOr

i DiDn'T kNoW wUt LiFe wAs

bUt nOw i Know fOr sUrE

eVeR siNcE tHe fiRsT tiMe i LoOkEd iNtO uR eYeS

yoOh maNaGeD tO seT mY sOuL aT eAsE

hELpiNg Me fiNd a wHoLe NeW mE

i neVeR kNeW daT LoVe waSn'T  juSt iN mY dReAms

iN tHe bEgiNiNg i LoOkeD aT yOoH  fOr aLL mY aNsWeRs

wEn yOoH rEaLLy tAuGhT mE deRrE aLL iN mEeH

i NeVeR bELieVeD iN mY seLf oNe sIngLe biT

dEn yOoh caMe aLoNg aNd ChaNgeD mY miNd [[COMPLETELY]

i DiDn't  bELiEvE  iN mYseLf bEfoRe bUt nOw i dO

nOW daT i KnOw daT wiShEs dO cOme tRuE

yOu'Re tHe oNe daTs taUgHt me sO

wOrdS caN'T eXprEsS hOw MuCh I LOVE YOOH!!!

this just go out to my baby aman i love you!! **mUaH**

heRre'S sOme piCz...

 dats meee

 me and my buddy